actually, i'm prepared to go in. But the camp i going in, they told me everything til i'm not really ready. they asked me to Train more before i go in. Everything few stuff, i always look forward to challenge it, but not this time. seen like i already lost. It's just gave me a feeling. scared? all right. Like what siangchong's mon told him, 万事起头难 this word always conviene me. but, i really feel so loner? it's just like nv give me sense of home. which make me don't want to go in. hais. days are near, everything i'm worrying. can i have a day with 48 hours? all right, tears like gonna drop. overall, i'm all right.



万事起头难