i always give people my lendings ear. but i really realise. i can't get myself i lending ears. i cant find some one to talk to. when i look really go to some one. the 1st word is like, "hello" and i donno how to make the word come out from my mouth. til now. at this time. i really break down already. my tears is falling. sigh. goodnight.

still, I DON'T BELIEVE IT ANYMORE!