K.w

:'(

2010-04-09T02:04:00.002+08:00

i always give people my lendings ear. but i really realise. i can't get myself i lending ears. i cant find some one to talk to. when i look really go to some one. the 1st word is like, "hello" and i donno how to make the word come out from my mouth. til now. at this time. i really break down already. my tears is falling. sigh. goodnight.

still, I DON'T BELIEVE IT ANYMORE!

love

2010-04-09T01:38:00.000+08:00

you running in my mind

i miss you :(

sigh.

2010-04-04T23:11:00.004+08:00

sigh. date is near. i will worry. i really feel that i'll just break down anytime.

totally i got no mood for birthday. just hope this year don't have 15april.

april Fool

2010-04-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

Ok. Today went to hospital. same as usual. expected. bad news. well. guess everything is over when may is here.

GUY~ MY SURGERY WILL HELD ON 12MAY! TAKE NOTE! I STLL GOT 1 MOMTH TIME !

TO YOU !
seriously, i don't want to received your phone call anymore. so Zhun ar. 2days ago. some one mention your name. ytd a friend also mention bout you. and today you call me. this time of ZHUN please happen on my 4D! thank you.

ok. lastly. thank you mingxian from helping me. seriously. i just don want to get with "this thing" along. thank you Zheng Ming Xian.

sigh

2010-03-30T13:14:00.004+08:00

this is my grand-parent(mother side) and my parent. my grandpa. he just left us last monday.

but he is always be in our heart. he just went to a better place where can watch over all of us.

there's so many thing that i wants to same. last sunday, 28/03/2010. we send him off to a place he need to go. the feeling is so terrible. i remeber the sence. where they need to close the coffin, everyday will line up and walk 3 round to see him the last time. family were about 80 ppls? yes. it is. i'm not lying.

he got 7 children and alot of grandchilren and grandchildren-children. mood is not good at that momment. no one can control their feeling. tears just dropping from everybody eye. look at my relative, which is grandpa son and daug's tear. i really feel heartache alot. when singer sing alot of touching and meaningful songs. who can control the tears anymore?

looking at grandpa. i realise i really have so long so long never hear my grandpa calling my name. i rmb he always say this. Grandpa : gwo wei arh. LE LAI DOI WA LIAO ARH.( you come and visit me) whenever i go his house when i'm so little. really so miss him.

so we got to walk a path of road when moving to a place where grandpa need to go.

from his new house. we walk all the way to his old house which he stay last time. reach the place. everyone shouting. papa/ah gong. here is your old house. that u told us you want to come here for the last time. you hear us? can you see? ok. tears un drop without controlling it. soon. soon. we get up on bus. to a place where coffin is going to burn. this part is really sad TTM. really.

reach the place. everybody mood is so bad. after the "people" having chaim with my grandpa. time is up. coffin need to go. while we walk to another hall. to see the coffin last time. there's a glass. so the coffin slowly push to the place where the fire going to be. when we saw the coffin again. yes. everybody really cried so terrible.

and there a guy. said. All his son and daug. please knee down. tell ur dad, THX for his growing you up, teaching you all the way to being a human(yang yu zhi en). that's really sad ok. coffin is going in. everyone shouting. this really hurt me alot when some one shout. PAPAPA! FASTER WAKE UP. GOT FIRE. YOU FASTER WAKE UP AND RUN! FIRE HERE. PAPA ARH ! this is not funny. but very touching ok. seriously. coffin just gone in. without miracle. it's sad.

sigh. well. i cant really blog/post well.

Friends/loves.

kinship is really the one that never leave you. parent bring you up. always forgive you no matter how bad a think you did. i left only 1 grandma(father side) which stay with me. i cant bear to lose her. yes. i going to treat her extra well from now. as well as my parent.

people. you might not be success in relationship. when i lose ur love. is ok. is not the end of the world yet. u feel sad. u feel it's a end. but. give urself sometime. time will cure ur pain. ur parent is always there. love you, be there for you. that's the parent-love they gave us. so, parent is important. don't always quarrel with them. got extra cash. bring them out to eat. eat with them. don wait til they are gone. then u buy so many food to BAI them. no point seriously. what i want to say is really treasure everyone that is still around you. don't live with regret.

this few days i really time alot. i can just drop tears anytime when i think of i will lose my ah ma. parent or my girl girl(lovely dog) i will sure break down like F. seriously. if it's really happen one day. friends. i need you all at my side. i cant take it.

just wanna tell my kinship and friends.

i love you all alot. must be healthy and treasure whatever you all got now. =)

fuck up!

2010-03-30T03:42:00.002+08:00

ok. thing is quite fuck up now. it's already late. but i don't have a slping mood. 1st april, gonna get bad news for sure. 10th april, i want to go and put tatoo for my 21st coming birthday for a gift for myself.

goodnight

PCPY ~

2010-03-29T20:59:00.002+08:00

1stly, this post is for my BFF-pcpy, priscilla chiang pei yan.

thank you helping me this blog to come alive again ! =D
i'm too free at home. so i can update some of my life to same with u all when u guys are busy.
well well well, surgery coming up. received a sms from NUH. ask me to go appointment on 1st april to pick a surgery date.

Damn

2008-05-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

actually, i'm prepared to go in. But the camp i going in, they told me everything til i'm not really ready. they asked me to Train more before i go in. Everything few stuff, i always look forward to challenge it, but not this time. seen like i already lost. It's just gave me a feeling. scared? all right. Like what siangchong's mon told him, 万事起头难 this word always conviene me. but, i really feel so loner? it's just like nv give me sense of home. which make me don't want to go in. hais. days are near, everything i'm worrying. can i have a day with 48 hours? all right, tears like gonna drop. overall, i'm all right.

万事起头难

sentosa =)

2008-05-11T10:33:00.001+08:00

=D

2008-03-23T10:56:00.000+08:00

reached pit 8 at 7pm. and it's raining so we were like enjoying our self. hahas..

play along and took photos with same pose

siangchong took 1st.

so i follow the pose. alike?

follow by chen chao. zzz. look at sc and my pose. he think we pose like that? LOL !!

he siad retake.

and retake again ! hahas.

Joke

taken when all is not ready. hahas.

123, good friends =)

he wants to take pic with red umbella.

so do i =)

O.S.C , the birthday boy. hahas. 17th. hahas. hope u enjou that day.

sweet couple =)

another sweet "couple"

GAY couple -,-

P.s :

To : chen chao,

HAHA, siangchong, Rmb that time Chen chao plan of his romantic. YAN HOU DE JI JIE? lol. chen chao, your wish came true le la. hahas. meiqi and you look so sweet man. so pei. hahs. WHY NOT YOU 2, tsk tsk. =)

tired.

2008-03-23T10:13:00.000+08:00

Just back from running/ jogging. And, i wants to blog out some photos that make SC,cc and me Laugh out loud when we jus reach the pit8. hahas. i wants to show the picture !!! but i cant find the UBS cable adpoter.

* **

2008-03-23T02:16:00.000+08:00

i really dead tired right now, yet i still facing COM ! damn it, i think i gonna stop those tecnology stuff. i will going to try my best not to come online when wasn't a need. So, if u see me online, msn. PLS kindly ask me get lost =D thank you. and, i think i don't want to play dota that often. i shall stop it. do smth that is more meaningful.

OK, i gonna set a habit, morning jog, breakfast. learning, reading? AND, sleep early ! so can grow taller ?=D
i want to go visit my future school. any1 interested? =) follow me go la. hahas.

music rocks my life =)

dog farm.

2008-03-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

few month ago. I went to pet farm with girl girl and some frens for girl's grooming. show u guys the photos. =)

i realise it -,- , but still,=)

2008-03-16T09:39:00.000+08:00

SERiously, i think i lack of sleep badly. Ytd, ming xian birthday. we went to dota for bout 2-3 hour? hahas. cool. lose all the way man. LOL !cool la hor ! after that went to bugis to eat dinner. we ate zhu chao. 7 dishes. HAHAHA !! alot? but JESUS said the dishes like this in china were counted very very little le. but, we did enjoy the dinner. after that we deicided to watch a movie. JESUS wanted to watch STEP UP 2. but in the end we watched RULE #1 er. but this is not really a nice movie. hahas, in the movie i gonna fall aslp. hahas. very tired, but still after movie we went to play DOTA ! ok. WON man. cab home =)

19-9-7-10

2008-03-15T00:21:00.001+08:00

there's something bothering me alot. some how make me cant get slp. keep on wondering,

I think i think i think, some how. i jus don feel like going to think.

19-9-7-10

2008-03-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

there's something bothering me alot. some how make me cant get slp. keep on wondering,

I think i think i think, some how. i jus don feel like going to think.

i very bored now!

2008-03-11T16:35:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored. don't know what to do. only waiting for the time to reach 7 and prepare to go sc's house. very very very bored lei. lol. LCD spoilt. cant dota. CC studying now. donn working . so sian sia.

Omg.

2008-03-11T01:32:00.000+08:00

look at those photos of mine. LOL !..

i realise when i take photos. i got JIAO BING! hahahas. can some one teach me smile or take photo nice ?!

the leap year.

2008-03-10T11:45:00.001+08:00

zzz

2008-03-09T16:03:00.000+08:00

Freaking LCD. took me few hours. yet u still don want to be on.!

Happy birthday, pei qing.

2008-03-09T10:42:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday, peiQing. =)
ytd went to celebrate her birthday. Kbox. dinner. hahas. nowonder birthday girl asked me NOT TO REACH EARLY. lol. because all late like reach at 3, while is meet at .130. lol.
Kbox was fun, MEIQI IS CRAP ! LOL ! so there's something make everyone laugh so funny that, janice took photo of huiting laughing with opening her big mouth, and the passed around the photo. lol. we sang til bout 7.30 and head to orchard swensons for dinner. theybrought a cookies and cream cake for peiqing. ok. The cake is very very nice. To me la . hahas. next time bo liao can go eat. HAHAHA ~ and, the nv left me out for a second. hahas. Thx mans. =D
so after dinner they went to some starbuck and want to slack around? but like the seat is not enough so after that decide to go home play viwawa. so everyone head home =)
took 65 with max, janice, meiqi, marvin. MQ and mar alight at park lane and we alight and boon keng.

So went to find donn, but seen that he busy so don go disturb him. walking and chatting with Janice. HAHAHAHA~ so qiao man. another another qiao shi. her sis's boyfriend is actually wei long. i don u guys donno who wei loong. but nvm. LOL ! jus so qiao can. and, i found another green-tea lover, and a very on ppl, Janice. lol. cool.

after that went home viwawa. play with meiqi janice and huiting. damn. i jus cant ALWAYS win. lol. but play with them not boring at all. meiqi having difficulty typing. HAHAHA !! huiting seen always laught.

oh ya. when they chatting at dinner. althought i don't understand, the way the talk very funny man. LOL !

i Knew some frens. =D
pingen
huiting
jojo
mag.

nice to meet u guys =)

PB PB PB!!!! DAMN YOU, LCD

=(

2008-03-05T14:56:00.001+08:00

I don't know why i so EMO nowaday.

somehow like, a roller-coaster ride.

=(

2008-03-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

I don't know why i so EMO nowaday.

somehow like, a roller-coaster ride.

the leap year.

2008-03-04T20:32:00.001+08:00

took photos from janice blog.

29 feb, was LiXin birthday. we went to her chalet to celebrate with her. we overnight. ride bike, monopoly, mahjiong, black jack and dai dee. lol. was quite tired. overall is quite fun. we also haven't meet up for some time as a group til lixin's bday. hahas.

my blogging skill sux. shall close down SOON !. hahas.

so bored..

2008-03-03T19:09:00.000+08:00

can some 1 ask me out? HAHAHA. home so bored.
like to cook nowaday. any 1 want to be my BAI LAO SU?

19-9-7-10

2008-03-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

感觉上, 我好不像是一份子.

zzz

2008-02-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

- - x RAINNY ] ] ☁ consistency is KEY. ;) ;)
kokwei

eh you sure u and yr friends didnt take xiaowei's makeup pouch?

dengue?

2008-02-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

last night, went to ps to watch ahlong pte ldt. quite a comdy movie. so donn didn't watch cos he felt unwell.

so bout the movie going to start, i felt very cold too. reach home, start to have feVer. felt very very very cold. shut door, window, off fan. wear jacket cover blanket i still very cold.
this morning when wake up. vomit twice. fever up to 39.5.
so went to see docter. he suspect i might got dengue fever. if monday the fever still there. i need to do blood test.

ther's 4 mecdical.

fever.

body aches.

dizzy/vomit.

heaty.

hope i'm not that suay to tio DG !

from jayne

2008-02-17T02:44:00.000+08:00

What Kok Wei Means
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

Jayne help me to check.. do u guy think is true ? =D

POPULAR

expo.

28feb2008-02march2008

WATSONS

expo.

29feb2008 - 03march2008

IT SHOW

Suntec.

6march2008-9march2008.

=D

2008-02-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

BAD mood nowaday.

Went to bugis accompang Ang to buy some new year clothes, and he treated me lunch. so nice of him right? i donno why also. he jus told me that he nowaday got $$ wanted to treat ppls.

but, i Know he jus wan US(friends) to be happy. that all.

after that meet siangchong and chenchao, head to tampines to meet pris and friends to play bball. court were full of ppls.

i donno why i was so pissed off when some 1 jio-ed us for game. when we really got alot ppl.

after the 3rd time. alright. we played. that momment i jus really wish to win. i love this game sia. i donno why. issit because of frens? really felt that the sign of _____ .

Seriously. Chenchao, the way you *scream* for me really make me got confident sia.
Siangchong. the momment u shoot. i donno why like *I know will go in*

And, priscilla tsk tsk. thx for ur clap sia. HAHAHAH ~~

K la. i know sound stupid. but this is how i felt jus now lei.

coral sec sch, 10. hahas. sorry that, i know i'm fierce jus now =D

i noe u r nice ^^

when i reach home i saw this ....

i love this cartoon alot. but. jus randomly, i saw it when i reach home . =)

THANK sister.

=)

2008-01-31T13:52:00.000+08:00

shall i learn cook? LOL ! to a Chef FUTURE? TSK TSK !

=D

2008-01-29T08:15:00.001+08:00

OFF PLS !!

2008-01-27T00:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY tanxiwen !!

ok. monday is my off day. =D

meeting up with guys

=)

2008-01-23T13:52:00.000+08:00

Friend is getting their O's level result tomorrow.

Siangchong.

Chenchao.

Donn.

Mingxian.

Guicheng.

Liyong.

Samuel.

Priscilla.

Denise.

Xiwen.

Good luck! people =D

FREYA ~ good lucky for your A level and your driving test tmr =)

i going for to book the test next week. see who get the lience 1st ^^

Boo~

2008-01-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

i want to go SUN TANN!

After NS i want to go facial ! MAKE SURE i taking care my face now.

I going to tirm BROW soon !.

and i trying very best to make myself grow taller. to 175 and above. =)

I wan to be PERFECT when i 22th years old =)

ok. u guys stop laughing !

hello !

2008-01-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hm.. so long nv blog le hor? well well well. haven't received photos yet. Nowaday my temper not very good. donno y lei. Nowaday went shopping. saw something that it really attract me alot.

ZARA jacket?

Converse basketball shoes.
hm. my bball shoes spoil le. only can play bball with SCHOOL Shoes. hahas. lousy sia.

AND a O.D.M watch. cost $289. but nvm. he charge me 245. shall i buy?

K la. i will blog when i received photos form PRISCILLA !!

tsk tsk !

2008-01-14T18:45:00.000+08:00

tirming is pain. HAHAS !

zzz

2008-01-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

This morning had 3 BAD DREAM ~ nei nei. make me don wan to slp back, wake up and on com. but in the end. still fall aslp back. almost late to work. SianXx sia.

Yawn~

2008-01-07T01:00:00.001+08:00

I want to Tirm eyebrown. any1 interested?

ok. Tmr meeting guys for meal?

See you guys tmr. try to take pic and update.

Hi !

2008-01-04T16:53:00.000+08:00

HI ~ i going wedding dinner now le =)

sigh

2008-01-04T00:16:00.001+08:00

I'm so stress now. ZzZz

I'm so confuse.

2008-01-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

Shall i go MDIS?

@.@

2008-01-02T15:48:00.000+08:00

My stomach feel so pain now.

2008

2008-01-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!

A always great feeling after basketball

2007-12-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

Sunday ! tsk tsk ~

Ok ~ talk bout today.. Met Siangchong ChenChao Pris to play bball today. We went tampines =)
Siangchong and i reach 1st. as usual, the rest LATE !! so went to find gui chen, he working at tampine mall ; royal sport house. ok. same a ADIDAS water bottle and i quite like it, so sc and i decide to buy if GC can get 40% off. ok. i cheapo ^^
after DISTURB gc at his working place we went to food court as i was SO HUNGRY !! you know? Ok. you don't know. LOL ! reached food court. and wait for the rest to reach, ORDER FOOD le. kind of mai tu liao. brought CAI FAN with GC. omg ok. i like a pig, eat so much. 4 dishes and add rice. but cost $4.50. cheap lei. for food court. when pris reached. she said outside was raining. I was like -,-' SIANX ~~ after AWHILE CC reached and told us that the rain was quite heavily. i was like =,= !! hell la. nvm. so GC went back to work and we go to play BBALL ! so it's Cover. is ok ^^ i find myself suck when playing sia. ok. after some games. they playing full Court. then we went to other BBALL Court. was quite enjoy over that. Play ABC and man jiang. got win got lose. nvm la.. ABC got win PRIS can le ! next target. SIANGCHONG!! U DIE LIAO . tsk tsk.

OK la. enjoy playing with them. hahas. CAN ZHUAI. lol. act funny. lamer.
okok. seriouly. i try not to be so lame anymore. after that pris send Us to traffic like and we went interchange to top up then go home le.

Always have a great and comfortable feeling after playing BBALL. right? SIANGCHONG, PRIS.

P.S : TREASURE the prawn cracker i gave u. HAHAS! ok. see you more nowaday k. BBALL AND BBALL AND BBALL ! TRASH U !!

2007-12-28T01:35:00.000+08:00

Mabelynn ~

i changed the blogskin le.

tsktsk.

=0

2007-12-27T00:54:00.000+08:00

Ytd. was slacking all the way til 5, went to meet xiao ping and ang for dinner. xiao ping was so tann now. and after dinner, he need to go back and book in his camp le. army boy =D
after dinner i went to Bball court at kalland CC. was alright? ok la. at least played bball. =) bk is getting lesser and lesser ppl le. donno y xia. there's a part when playing ABC. pris always use baby ball way to shoot. hahas. too much force!! tsk tsk. really must say she good in shooting. if she learn to dibble the ball. i think she is really good in basketball. hahas.PROS! learn dibble. can play teamwork next time ! hahas.

so Feel like going othe$\r play to play basketball. REALLY sia. i so in mood to play basketball nowaday. is it because o watch bull fighting? hahas. of cos not. This mood had came to me long time ago. next week decide to take 1 week break and play bball. so any1 got play jus sms/call me ? okok.

work is cool today. nth to do. jus pasted the price tag. that all. rest of the time using MSN. view blog. hahas. today mabelynn,max, denise and Donn came and find me. tsk tsk.

MABELynn. i like ur mp3 lei. hahas.

ok. damn xia.. i ate~~~~~~

when i going for the 1st bite, donn called me and ask me wat time my break. hahas. i told his anytime so he told me to go down at 15mins later. after ate the subway. went down to eat long john. hahas. thank for ur treat ar donn! ^^ really so full lei.. after that went back to store to use com again. 9.30, xiwen and i went to taka outside to find mabelynn and max. so tired. and tmr working again..

Ishop pic.

2007-12-26T00:43:00.000+08:00

Last sat, was Issac Lee last day of work and he's going to Be teacher in a Pri school to teach PE. hahas. Issac is a very very nice friend. =)

Hello ~

2007-12-25T23:46:00.001+08:00

OK.. NOW i fully back to BLOGGER le. sorry ppl ! i hate xanga. because it's keep lagging. and damn lag when i post photos and video

Hello ~

2007-12-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

OK.. NOW i fully back to BLOGGER le. sorry ppl ! i hate xanga. because it's keep lagging. and damn lag when i post photos and video

K.w

:'(

love

sigh.

april Fool

sigh

fuck up!

PCPY ~

Damn

sentosa =)

=D

tired.

*** ****

dog farm.

i realise it -,- , but still,=)

19-9-7-10

19-9-7-10

i very bored now!

Omg.

the leap year.

zzz

Happy birthday, pei qing.

=(

=(

the leap year.

so bored..

19-9-7-10

zzz

dengue?

from jayne

=D

=)

=D

OFF PLS !!

=)

Boo~

hello !

tsk tsk !

zzz

Yawn~

Hi !

sigh

I'm so confuse.

@.@

2008

A always great feeling after basketball

=0

Ishop pic.

Hello ~

Hello ~

* **